tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-230609112024-03-07T21:11:57.433-06:00Renewing Your Mind"...be transformed by the renewing of your minds..." --Romans 12:2Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10802930103300388945noreply@blogger.comBlogger344125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23060911.post-42269285888314886592015-05-21T16:22:00.001-05:002015-05-21T16:22:23.193-05:00Moving to New WebsiteI've been blogging at this address since 2006, I believe. It's been great, but I wanted more flexibility and a more professional look than what this platform is capable of. <div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10802930103300388945noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23060911.post-38048667661923079012015-05-05T13:15:00.002-05:002015-05-05T13:15:48.805-05:00Writing ContestI've entered a writing contest with a condensed version of the essay I wrote for my seminary application. If you'd be so kind as to vote for it, please do so. It can be found at this link:<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10802930103300388945noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23060911.post-26834705020439000352015-04-14T10:38:00.004-05:002015-04-14T10:43:07.457-05:00Book Review: Searching for Sunday by Rachel Held Evans<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: right;">
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I've enjoyed Rachel Held Evans' previous two books, <i><a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0310339162/ref=as_li_qf_sp_asin_il_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=0310339162&linkCode=as2&tag=renewingyou01-20&linkId=6NB4OXJN3NTFTBYB">Faith Unraveled</a> </i>(originally released as <i>Evolving in Monkey Town) </i>and <i><a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1595553673/ref=as_li_qf_sp_asin_il_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=1595553673&linkCode=as2&tag=renewingyou01-20&linkId=4HM3ENKBUO7MJPL4">A Year of Biblical Womanhood</a></i>, so was excited to read the newest release, <i><a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0718022122/ref=as_li_qf_sp_asin_il_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=0718022122&linkCode=as2&tag=renewingyou01-20&linkId=SKIQPPKS33JDSQCB">Searching for Sunday</a></i>.<br />
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As always, I think Evans is a talented writer. She has a way of weaving words together that, quite frankly, I'm a little jealous of. In <i>Searching for Sunday, </i>there were parts that made me laugh, parts that made me teary, and parts that made me feel thoughtful. I loved how she structured the book around seven different sacraments.<br />
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What I appreciated most about the book, however, was that although it is a memoir of her journey of "loving, leaving and finding the church," there really is not a definitive destination. At the end of the book, I didn't find that it was "oh, here I've arrived, end of story." It was more like, "this is where I've come from, this is where I am now, and there's a lot of journey left in my future."<br />
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While there is much about the book I really can't relate to--I don't have the Evangelical background that she does--I certainly appreciate the journey she has been on and how she wants to be able to appreciate and love the background she came from even if she has many disagreements with it.<br />
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As someone who would love to see the different strands of Christianity be able to stop fighting all the time and start loving each other more, I enjoyed this paragraph:<br />
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But the gospel doesn't need a coalition devoted to keeping the wrong people out. It needs a family of sinners, saved by grace, committed to tearing down the walls, throwing open the doors, and shouting, "Welcome! There's bread and wine. Come eat with us and talk." This isn't a kingdom for the worthy; it's a kingdom for the hungry." (p. 149)</blockquote>
In a world where celebrity and power are highly valued (yes, even in Christianity), these are words that we all need to take to heart. We need to welcome each other and talk to each other and break down the walls between us instead of building them up.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10802930103300388945noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23060911.post-33010802171577394892015-04-03T13:38:00.000-05:002015-04-03T13:38:09.665-05:00Yay! It's Good Friday! Let's Celebrate!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: right;">
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">For some reason, today, on the darkest of Christian holidays, we still post our pretty Bible graphics and show the world how happy we are. We talk about it being</span><span style="font-family: inherit;"> </span><i style="font-family: inherit;">Good</i><span style="font-family: inherit;"> Friday, even though the origins of calling it that are murky.</span></div>
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Are we really happy? Do we really see this day as</span><span style="font-family: inherit;"> </span><i style="font-family: inherit;">good</i><span style="font-family: inherit;">? </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">
Acting as if life is always happy is something we Christians are very, very good at. We don't get a lot of instruction in the difficult passages of scripture, such as Lamentations, or the Psalms of Lament. We gloss over them, thinking, surely, nobody feels that way anymore.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">
But people do.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">
People who are in church every Sunday with their hands raised and singing the upbeat songs might be collapsing in despair and grief the moment they are alone. The weight of having to put on a good face so that their faith or </span>commitment<span style="font-family: inherit;"> to Jesus won't be doubted is a lot for some people to bear. Because we do this, don't we? We judge people's devotion by what we see in an hour or so, once a week. We judge people's devotion by what political stands they take or if they forward or post trite stories and sayings so as to prove they aren't embarrassed by their faith.
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Sometimes, we are trying to prove to<span> </span><i>ourselves</i> that our faith is secure.
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">We don't acknowledge that having doubts and asking hard questions could be a measure of great faith.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">We don't acknowledge that sometimes, belief is hard to come by, and that trusting despite having unanswered questions could be greater than never thinking through faith at all.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">On this day, when Jesus was crucified, I'm going to guess that all of his followers doubted. After all, he was dead. A dead person couldn't be the Messiah after all. All of their hopes and dreams for a Messianic overthrow of Rome were killed at the same time that Jesus took his last breath. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">"It is finished," Jesus said.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">And so everyone else believed it was finished too. The Messianic hope had come to an end. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">We forget--or don't even realize--that. We believe in the resurrection of Jesus and so we pay little regard to the cross and his death other than "he died for me."<br /><br />
We read that we are supposed to "weep with those who weep," yet, too often, we try to get people to stop weeping instead. To weep with others, or to bear their burdens, is to take on the pain that they are feeling, to enter into it and suffer with them. Why not use Good Friday to acknowledge this? Why not read from those Psalms or from Lamentations and let people who need to know they are not alone actually know they are not alone? </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">People suffer in silence. <a href="http://thirtysecondsorless.net/forsaken/">They think that God has forsaken<span> </span><i>them</i></a>. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b>My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? </b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b>Why are you so far from helping me, from the words of my groaning? </b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b>O my God, I cry by day, but you do not answer; and by night, but find no rest. </b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"> --Psalm 22:1-3</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">We think the words from Psalm 22 that Jesus quoted were only about him. But in reality, many of us experience this.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Rather than<span> </span><i>celebrating</i> Good Friday, let's spend time reflecting. Let's spend time acknowledging the pain within us and entering into it and into the pain of others. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: -webkit-auto;">Let's stop putting on our Sunday best, and instead, use today to put to acknowledge the fear we feel about admitting our doubts and questions and brokeness.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: -webkit-auto;">Because only when we put something to death can we have the possibility of new life. </span></div>
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Interview with <a href="http://frankviola.info/">Frank Viola</a> & <a href="http://marydemuth.com/">Mary DeMuth</a> on <a href="http://thedayimetjesus.com/">The Day I Met Jesus</a>.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<b>Why did you write
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Frank: Back in
2007, I got an idea to create a new genre of Christian literature. I call that
genre "biblical narrative." <o:p></o:p></div>
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The new genre would
contain autobiographical fiction closely based on the Scriptural narratives and
faithful to first-century history. It would also contain a nonfiction section
that practically applies the narratives to our lives. Finally, it would include
a discussion guide so that readers could better digest and apply the content.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<a href="http://frankviola.org/godsfavoriteplace">God's Favorite Place on Earth</a>
(2013) was my first book in this genre. In it, Lazarus tells the story of when
Jesus came to His hometown Bethany and all the amazing things that took place
there.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<a href="http://thedayimetjesus.com/">The Day I Met Jesus</a> (2015) is the second
book in this genre. I wanted it to tell the story of five women whom Jesus
encountered, allowing each woman tell their own story. I also wanted to draw
out practical lessons and critical insights from each narrative.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Because I'm not
a woman, I couldn't do justice to the stories on my own, so I asked the top female
Christian fiction writer of our time -- Mary DeMuth -- to coauthor it with me. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Mary: I wrote
it because I love stories, and I felt that some of these encounters with Jesus
didn't get the air time they deserved. By doing careful research and weaving
more of a story arc into the five women's encounter, I hope to show people that
the "characters" of the New Testament are actual, breathing people
with stress and dysfunction and hopes just like us. Frank pioneered the idea of
this book, so all credit goes to him for imagining it. I'm grateful he asked me
to be a part.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<b>Tell us the story
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Mary: Frank
wrote <i>God's Greatest Place on Earth</i>
and had long wanted to do something similar with five women of the New Testament.
He approached me about writing the fiction side of <i>The Day I Met Jesus</i> after he found out I wrote fiction as well as
nonfiction. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Frank: When I
began to think about a female coauthor for the project, I wanted it to be someone
who (1) writes fiction (2) is a remarkable writer, and (3) believes in the
classic tenets of the Christian faith (Jesus is divine and human, He rose again
from the dead, Jesus is Lord and Savior of the world, etc.)<o:p></o:p></div>
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As I
investigated authors who fit the bill, I quickly thought of folks like Francine
Rivers and Karen Kingsbury. But then I discovered that Mary DeMuth wrote
fiction. I had known that she was a non-fiction writer, but had no idea that she
could "switch hit." <o:p></o:p></div>
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I also
discovered that she was an outstanding writer of fiction as she was of nonfiction.
(I regard Mary to be the Mickey Mantle of Christian literature -- she has
enormous power from both sides!) So Mary ended up being the only name on my
"short list." <o:p></o:p></div>
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<b>You feature five
women from the Gospels. Why pick women in particular as your subjects?<o:p></o:p></b></div>
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Frank: Some of the most
gripping, instructive, inspiring stories in the Gospels involve women. The
longest recorded conversation that Jesus ever had was with a woman. And some of
the most amazing things He said and did related to women. So I thought that a
book in which some of these women told their own stories about Jesus would not
only bring the Gospels to life in our minds, but it would also bring Jesus
alive in our hearts.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Mary: Women had significant,
personal encounters with Jesus, a fact that we sometimes miss, particularly
since so many stories revolve around the 12 disciples (who were men). I love
that we're elevating these stories, helping people reimagine just how radical
it was that Jesus so beautifully interacted with these women.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<b>Which one is your
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Mary: For me,
it's hard to say. I love them all in different ways. This week, I'll say it's
Mary of Bethany. She didn't have a blatant "need" for Jesus. She was
just downright faithful and often misunderstood. I think a lot of people can
relate to that.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Frank: Mary of Bethany is my all-time favorite disciple of Jesus.
This came home to me when I wrote <i>God's
Favorite Place on Earth. </i>(Mary was the sister of Lazarus, so she gets ample
airtime in that book.)<o:p></o:p></div>
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I love Mary because she knew Jesus better than most, anticipating
His reactions and even His impending death. She also paid the price for loving
Him, for she was falsely accused by both her sister and the other disciples (on
two different occasions), mostly out of jealousy. In both situations, Mary
embraced the spirit of the Lamb, refusing to defending herself. But Jesus
Himself rose to her defense on both occasions. He also gave her an enduring
honor that He gave no one else. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<b>Why would someone
want to read the book?<o:p></o:p></b></div>
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Frank: If
someone wants a good story to get tied up into . . . or if they want to see the
Bible come to life in a compelling way . . . or if they want to experience
Jesus Christ anew and afresh . . . or if they want to identify with people who
were far worse off than they are, and see what Jesus did for them . . . or if
they want to be given hope and encouragement in their situation . . . or if
they are lacking love for the Lord and want that love to be rekindled . . . or
if they want new motivation and fresh inspiration to follow Jesus more closely,
they'll want to read <i>The Day I Met Jesus.<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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Mary: Someone
would want to read it because it's truly unique. It's biblical narrative, but
in short story form, but it doesn't end there. After you've been absorbed into
a page-turning story, Frank exegetes the wisdom from each encounter and helps
you apply it to your life. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<b>Tell
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Frank: <i>The Day I Met Jesus Master Course</i>
is designed for those who wish to delve deeper into the themes set forth in the
book. It includes a workbook and 20 audio messages delivered by Mary and I. In
addition, it includes 8 bonus eBooks from Mary and I. It also includes a closed
forum where people can access us both directly for Q&A and dialogue. People
can check it out at <a href="http://www.thedayimetjesus.com/course/" target="_blank"><span style="color: blue;">http://www.thedayimetjesus.com/course</span></a><o:p></o:p></div>
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<b>Tell us what readers get if they purchase it from March 3rd
to March 17th from <a href="http://www.parable.com/i.The-Day-I-Met-Jesus-The-Revealing-Diaries-of-Five-Women-from.9780801016851" target="_blank"><span style="color: blue;">Parable.com</span></a>.<o:p></o:p></b></div>
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Frank: They'll get these 7 exclusive bonuses. <o:p></o:p></div>
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1. An exclusive audio interview
where Mary and I give a behind-the-scenes look at all the facets of
the book. The interview covers where the idea of the book came from, why we
wrote the book, what it was like collaborating, the hardest part about writing
it, and much more. <o:p></o:p></div>
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2. Mary's Book <i>Beautiful Battle
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3. My Book, <i>Rethinking Spiritual
Growth</i> in PDF, Kindle, and Nook. <o:p></o:p></div>
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4. A never-before-released audio
conference message entitled "A Woman Inside of a Man." <o:p></o:p></div>
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5. Mary's Book <i>What To Do After
People Poop on You</i> in PDF. <o:p></o:p></div>
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6. A never-before-released audio
conference message entitled "He's Not Ashamed to Call Them Brothers and
Sisters." <o:p></o:p></div>
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7. A 15% discount off <i>The Day I Met
Jesus Master Course.</i> <o:p></o:p></div>
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<a href="http://www.parable.com/i.The-Day-I-Met-Jesus-The-Revealing-Diaries-of-Five-Women-from.9780801016851">Click
here to order <i>The Day I Met Jesus</i>
from Parable before March 17th and get your 7 exclusive bonuses</a>.<o:p></o:p></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10802930103300388945noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23060911.post-34253016572329662762015-01-12T08:00:00.000-06:002015-01-12T15:22:14.629-06:00A New Year and a Fresh Start<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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It's January. Time for a new year and a fresh start in life. Once again, we are scrambling to decide what resolutions we will make, how we will change our lives, and how to have the best year yet. We mean it this time; we will stick to those resolutions and complete them. This time we won't fail.<br />
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I haven't made any resolutions in a long time precisely because I never stick to them and I don't enjoy failing. The last two years, I participated in choosing one word for the year, and that's worked out fairly well. I may do that again, but I'm also setting some goals. This is a big challenge for me, because I have never been a goal-setter--likely due to my fear of failure. But because of <a href="http://www.kellyjyoungblood.com/2014/12/waiting-on-gods-surprises.html">an experience I had towards the end of 2014</a> with writing down my passions and gifts, I'm writing down five different goals that I'd like to reach this year:
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To read the rest of this article, hop on over to <a href="http://www.thelaundrymoms.com/new-year-new-life-2/">The Laundry Moms, where I'm guest-posting today.</a>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10802930103300388945noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23060911.post-59760981696731705202015-01-11T14:24:00.005-06:002015-01-11T14:24:55.881-06:00Recap of ComeAliveSeries<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsY3EAx0UFoa6DNPhcwlBTL4bN9KN_K1r-ruMdfL9DXTI9W3I1gum9eFLvu9hAgHqh_HH46sopVCYopRw6PzsVNBop1gHGN99TR1Foa3TdQHf-0VFZtj7sbXim6NpUoSMImsEllw/s1600/ow_250x250_custom_250x250_alive.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; display: inline !important; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em; text-align: center;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsY3EAx0UFoa6DNPhcwlBTL4bN9KN_K1r-ruMdfL9DXTI9W3I1gum9eFLvu9hAgHqh_HH46sopVCYopRw6PzsVNBop1gHGN99TR1Foa3TdQHf-0VFZtj7sbXim6NpUoSMImsEllw/s1600/ow_250x250_custom_250x250_alive.jpg" /></a> <span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">Throughout 2014, my <a href="http://www.kellyjyoungblood.com/2014/01/come-alive-one-word-for-2014-and.html">word for the year was "Alive"</a>, </span><span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;"> and I wrote on-and-off about it. I wrote about a variety of different ways to think about being "alive" as well as experiences I had that made me feel alive. That theme is following me into 2015, and I am excited about what the year will bring for me personally and professionally. I have a few goals for the year</span><span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;"> (which I haven't made before) and for the most part, I feel great about the way my life is heading right now. I'm probably the most excited about being a contributor to the upcoming Zondervan <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0310409462/ref=as_li_qf_sp_asin_il_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=0310409462&linkCode=as2&tag=renewingyou01-20&linkId=VCLR4KZKVO2TUZVZ">NIV Devotional Bible For Women</a></span><span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;"> because it is my very first time being published. </span><br />
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I haven't come up with a word for this year yet, though. I've thought about it a little, but nothing has yet stood out to me. Maybe I don't even need one this year.</div>
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So, that said, I'm retiring the #ComeAliveSeries. It served its purpose in 2014, but isn't going to be a focus in 2015. </div>
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<span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">A few weeks ago, I finished an eight-week </span><a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0764200763/ref=as_li_qf_sp_asin_il_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=0764200763&linkCode=as2&tag=renewingyou01-20&linkId=6WNSEADM6DJW7JVH" style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"><i>Life Keys</i></a><span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"> </span><span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">class at church. I'd taken the class because I love personality and gift questionnaires--as evidenced by my very thick file folder full of that type of information that I'd collected over the years. This class was different than others I had taken because it encompassed more topics and also because it distinguished between "life gifts" and "spiritual gifts". </span></div>
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I didn't expect to learn anything new about myself and even thought it would annoy me or get me down because for so long I haven't been using skills and gifts in ways that I would like. I've been patient...but almost three years seems like a long time to wait on God (yes, yes, I know, many people in the Bible have waited much longer). For my summary during the last class, I easily and quickly picked the information you see in the photo. And then I went home, stuck it up on my wall above my desk for some kind of inspiration, put the folder away, and went to bed.</div>
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The next morning I woke up to this message on Facebook:</div>
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"I am actually wondering about your speaking experiences and if you would ever be interested in filling my pulpits some time? I also would be interested in having you be a speaker for the United Methodist Women. I think the ladies would be delighted to hear you speak about Christianity from a perspective that is outside their "normal" realm. I guess I'm thinking along the lines of what is coming in the future for Christianity, small-town churches and the best ways to maybe prepare for changes?"</div>
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And then this past Saturday, I woke up to another out-of-the-blue message on Facebook inviting me to be a contributor to Zondervan's newest women's devotional Bible: <i><a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0310409462/ref=as_li_qf_sp_asin_il_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=0310409462&linkCode=as2&tag=renewingyou01-20&linkId=2H366ZMJYYIDFEVV">NIV Devotional Bible for Women: Fresh Insights for Thriving in Today's World</a></i>.</div>
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And so, in a very short period of time, I'm scheduled to speak and will be a published writer this fall. Those passions and gifts I wrote down (and one I didn't--writing) are all coming together.</div>
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I've gone back and forth between being excited and being in disbelief and wondering how on earth this all happened. I'm not one to really have experiences where I can say without a doubt that God's pulling something together, but in this case, I feel confident saying that. </div>
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At the beginning of Advent, I also <a href="http://www.kellyjyoungblood.com/2014/11/what-are-we-waiting-for-advent-year-of.html">wrote about waiting</a> (it really is a great theme to write about--there are many, many verses in the Bible about waiting) and ended with the question: "Are we willing to wait for God's surprises?"</div>
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I think I am--and I'm excited to see what comes next. </div>
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<i>Trust in the LORD, and do good; so you will live in the land, and enjoy security. Take delight in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act. He will make your vindication shine like the light, and the justice of your cause like the noonday. Be still before the LORD, and wait patiently for him; do not fret over those who prosper in their way, over those who carry out evil devices. --Psalm 37:3-7</i></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10802930103300388945noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23060911.post-7547167410944918812014-11-30T15:56:00.003-06:002014-11-30T16:10:01.427-06:00What Are We Waiting For? Advent: A Year of Renewal<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">It's an incongruent time of year--but then again, maybe all parts of the year are like that. For now, for me, football season and its accompanying Friday night team pasta dinners are over, and Advent (and recruiting season!) is beginning. Ending and beginning. It happens every year and it happens throughout the year, but we often just rush through or focus on our day to day life that we pay little attention to the multiple beginnings and endings. <span style="color: #010101; font-size: 16px;">Qoheleth, the writer of Ecclesiastes, knew this well. Time passes and the same things happen again and again and again. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #010101; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt;">And now we find ourselves in Advent, again. We may light candles, hear sermons and write blog posts about preparation and waiting, sing Christmas songs, and talk about how Jesus is the reason for the season as we finish our shopping lists and put up our decorations and insist that we're not falling prey to commercialism because we know it's about Jesus. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #010101; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 16px;">And yet we still won't feel fulfilled. People will still be missing families they can't be with during the holiday. People will still have health or financial or relationship or school or work problems. Not everyone will receive the gifts they want or be able to give the gifts they would like to give. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #010101; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 16px;">We find ourselves in a perpetual state of waiting. Advent is just a short, four week representation of waiting. And we're familiar with the major theme: people were waiting for the Messiah, and today Christians are waiting for Jesus' return. Then and now, the time of it happening was unknown. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #010101; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 16px;">We don't like to wait for anything. We don't have patience or appreciate how long it takes to accomplish something. We can send a message to someone instantly, but have lost the art of a well-thought-out letter. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #010101; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 16px;">Waiting takes patience, silence, surrender, and not knowing. We don't really want to wait for Jesus to return--we want it now (probably one reason why Left Behind is so popular). We don't really want to wait to listen to God--we want God to speak to us on <i>our </i>time line. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #010101; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 16px;">It was believed that prophecy had ceased with the words of Malachi (probably why it's the last book in the Christian Old Testament) and then nothing happened until the incarnation, 400+ years later. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #010101; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 16px;">Four hundred years of not hearing from God.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #010101; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 16px;">And we go nuts when people don't respond to our text messages in what we think is a timely manner. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #010101; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 16px;">As Qoheleth said earlier, there is nothing new under the sun. We're still waiting. We're still celebrating. We're still wondering what God is up to in this world. And when Advent ends, we'll still be doing that. We'll have times in our life where we will need to wait on something, when God is distant, and we won't know when it will end. And i</span></span><span style="color: #010101; font-family: inherit; font-size: 16px;">t's ok to acknowledge we don't always hear God or know what God wants from us.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #010101; font-family: inherit; font-size: 16px;">We usually consider Advent a time of preparation, because we know the story we hear every year on Christmas. But what if we instead considered Advent a time of silence and not knowing; a time of uncertainty when we wonder if and when God will act. If we looked at it that way, what questions would we have? Would our faith be challenged? Would it strengthen or weaken? </span></div>
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<span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">Sukkot began last Wednesday evening and will end this coming Friday evening . While it is a holiday that my Jewish friends celebrate, it's not one that many Christians know or care about, even though it is the one holiday that the Bible mentions that both Jews</span><span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"> </span><i style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">and</i><span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"> Gentiles will celebrate. </span></div>
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<span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">The emphasis during Sukkot is about temporary dwellings, to remember the time of Israel wandering in the desert. </span></div>
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On the Sabbath during Sukkot, the book of Ecclesiastes is read. Overall, Ecclesiastes is a fairly depressing book. Qoheleth, the author, is fairly uncertain about God and life. He is sure there is a God and that God knows what He's doing, but humans really have no clue as to what this is. He writes that God "has made everything suitable for its time; moreover he has put a sense of past and future into their minds, yet they cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end." (Ecclesiastes 3:11)</div>
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If God makes no sense and life has little meaning what might people do to find meaning in life? Qoheleth explores some of what might make life meaningful:<br />
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<li>Learning (1:12-18; 2:12-17; 9:13-16), but his conclusion is that it is vanity</li>
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Vanity does not mean vanity in the sense that it is all about me as an individual (although it definitely <em>can</em> be that way for many of us). When Qoheleth uses the word vanity, it is the Hebrew word <em>hebel</em>, which means vapor or breath. It is something that dissipates, something that cannot be grasped. It is something that is meaningless. This is Qoheleth's view of life. </div>
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In the book <em><a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0743234731/ref=as_li_qf_sp_asin_il_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=0743234731&linkCode=as2&tag=renewingyou01-20&linkId=6OCPM2WBZ57NMWRF">When All You’ve Ever Wanted Isn’t Enough: The Search for a Life that Matters</a></em>, Harold Kusher writes that "Ecclesiates wrote his book many hundreds of years ago to share with us his disappointments and frustrations, to warn us that we should not waste our limited time as he did, in the illusion that wealth, wisdom, pleasure, or piety will make our lives matter. He tells us his story with mounting desperation, as one road after another leads to a a dead end and he begins to see himself running out of years and running out of options. But he has not written his book only to express his frustration or to depress us. In the end, he has an answer. But it is an answer that makes sense only to someone who has shared his earlier dead ends and disappointments. That is why he offers it to us at the end of his story rather than at the beginning." (42)</div>
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Qoheleth tells us all the things he’s done to give life meaning that haven’t worked throughout his life journey. He is afraid of dying before learning how to live. He doesn't really wonder "what does <b>life </b>mean" but "what does <b>my life</b> mean?"</div>
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I think we all wonder that at some point in our lives, and maybe at multiple times. I've been wondering that myself for the last couple of years as I've been searching for my current and next purpose(s) in life; that is one reason I began my "<a href="http://www.kellyjyoungblood.com/search/label/%23ComeAliveSeries">Come Alive</a>" series and my "<a href="http://www.kellyjyoungblood.com/2014/05/a-year-of-renewal-introductory-post.html#.VCGVavldV9k">Year of Renewal</a>" project. </div>
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I have wondered off and on, if my writing really is worth it, if it really has any meaning. I read all the advice out there about frequency of blogging and length of posts and platform building and networking and going to conferences and time management and don't make these 5 mistakes or do these 10 things and so on--and it often all just seems like it is too much to take in and too much to implement. </div>
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In addition, in such a fast-paced world, if a blogger doesn't write her thoughts out in reaction to whatever the biggest current event of the day is, then it ends up becoming irrelevant and old news. Or, sometimes, I read something that another blogger writes and I think "I wrote a similar post three years ago" or "I had a draft started about this very point; why bother now?" Sometimes I just don't understand the popularity of some posts. Maybe sometimes, what I write, has also been written by someone else; I am just unaware of it. And so, I wonder, where exactly do I fit in this world?</div>
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Or where do I fit in church? I've often found that there seems to be a "right" way to do church, to teach people: keep it very simple. It's ok that I love the Bible and love to learn it in depth, but most people aren't like that, and it scares them off from the Bible. I can just study it on your own, as always. There's no community in that (But I am slowly finding real-life people who do have this interest, and am hoping it is the start of something wonderful).</div>
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I'm not crazy about Qoheleth's view of life. I think I dislike it, though, not so much because of its negativity, but because it is often something that I feel. Why bother cleaning up after the kids when they just mess it all up again? Why bother trying to be organized when it doesn't last? Why bother trying to write and study and enjoy it when I have so many other responsibilities that must take priority? Why bother with anything?</div>
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There <em>is</em> something positive about Ecclesiastes, though. If we read through it carefully and ask the questions "What is good? and "Who gives enjoyment?", we will find some answers.</div>
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<span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">These are activities in which we participate every single day in a variety of ways. Every day, we eat and drink and do some type of work. Every day, we have the opportunity to participate in friendships and to enjoy life. </span></div>
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So many of us are looking for the One Big Thing in our lives that will define us and give us meaning. For some, it's finding the perfect marriage partner. For others, it's climbing to the top of the career ladder. It could be fame, or money that we desire. We often feel as if we are wandering in the desert of life--and perhaps because that is something all experience, it is the reason the Bible mentions that all will celebrate this holiday. But life is not about the One Big Thing. It's about everything, the good and the bad, together. All of life matters. </div>
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I'm not sure that after writing this, I'll really remember my own words. Every day brings frustrations and feelings of inadequacy. Even they will be <em>hebel</em> and dissipate. But for now, at this moment in time, Ecclesiastes means to me that yes, life is a mist, but yes, life--my life--and yours--matters. You are not a finished product. </div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10802930103300388945noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23060911.post-78191603858298089572014-09-24T14:15:00.001-05:002014-09-24T14:15:38.629-05:00Rosh Hashana: A Year of Renewal<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: right;">
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<li>Nehemiah 7:73 - 8:3 73 So the priests, the Levites, the gatekeepers, the singers, some of the people, the temple servants,and all Israel settled in their towns. When the seventh month came-- the people of Israel being settled in their towns-- 8:1 all the people gathered together into the square before the Water Gate. They told the scribe Ezra to bring the book of the law of Moses, which the LORD had given to Israel. 2 Accordingly, the priest Ezra brought the law before the assembly, both men and women and all who could hear with understanding. This was on the first day of the seventh month. 3 He read from it facing the square before the Water Gate from early morning until midday, in the presence of the men and the women and those who could understand; and the ears of all the people were attentive to the book of the law.</li>
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<span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">So why is the Jewish New Year when it is obviously the seventh month? This is because there are 2 traditions as to when the world was created, one is Tishrei (the seventh month) and one is Nisan (the first month). So, it's the head of the year in the sense of when the world was created therefore years, that count age of the world, are counted from then, but months, such as when holidays are, are counted from Nisan because Hashem told Moshe "this month is for you as the first month for the months of the year" [you can thank my friend Yaakov for all that info].</span></div>
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<span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">There are many meanings and symbols for Rosh Hashanah. It is a time in the Jewish calendar for being introspective about the past and upcoming year. There's a theme of judgment (based on the word </span><i style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">mishpat</i><span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"> in Ps 81:4) of all people (both Jews and Gentiles) connected with their successes and failures of the upcoming year. Traditionally, apples and honey are eaten as a symbol of wishing for a sweet upcoming year, and challah is shaped into a crown to signify that God is King. The greeting on Rosh Hashanah is l'shanah tovah which means have a good year. The readings on the first day of Rosh Hashanah are Genesis 21:1-34 and 1 Samuel 1:1-2:10 </span> (because the <a href="http://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/jsource/Judaism/talmud_&_mishna.html">Gemara</a> says these events occurred on Rosh Hashana). <span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">The day is also called Yom Zikaron (Day of Remembering) because it is the time when God "remembers", or rather, chooses to pay attention to His promises. </span><br />
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As Christians in the U.S., we typically utilize the secular New Year's holiday to make resolutions; it's not something that we think of doing in the fall, the time of year when the leaves change color and die, when the weather starts to cool, birds migrate south, and the landscape starts to become brown and barren (many of us even pay little attention to when our Christian year begins with Advent, unless we attend a very liturgically-oriented church). Fall is not really a time we associate with new life--even as new experiences begin (i.e. new school year). But new life happens every day, even when we aren't expecting it (as happened recently when my nephew was born 8 weeks early!). </div>
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It can be beneficial to us to remember and improve upon our past year, or simply be introspective about one or more areas of life. We are often too busy and caught up with all of our day-to-day activities to really do this well. I've recently taken a "Christian Life Profile Assessment" and while there is a lot about it I didn't care for, it has prompted me to think about some of the various categories it covers, and so I will be starting a new blog series soon based on that Assessment.</div>
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<i>Other posts in this "Year of Renewal" Series can be read beginning <a href="http://www.kellyjyoungblood.com/2014/05/a-year-of-renewal-introductory-post.html#.VCGVavldV9k">here</a>.</i></div>
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Until recently. I'd posted an article about an atheist's take on the portrayal of atheists in the movie "God's Not Dead" and it set off quite the conversation. Through it all though, people remained civil to each other. It made me think that miracles do happen.</div>
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And then a friend send me a private message asking me what I thought about some verses in Matthew, and later that night I was able to spend some time looking at them and reading them in the context of the gospel as a whole. As I explored the topic of the Kingdom of God throughout the gospel, I found my faith being reignited--and I didn't even know that it needed to be. With the text in front of me and my thoughts about it and what I've read on the subject forming in my head, I felt myself coming alive. </div>
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It really makes such a huge difference to look at verses in context. I know I am guilty of being lazy and not doing that at times, especially if it's a verse that I really like for some reason, but when I do actually put in the effort to learn the context, it ends up meaning so much more to me than just taking a verse here and a verse there and thinking I know what they mean because I've heard it in a sermon or have seen it on a calendar.</div>
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As I wrote up my notes and thoughts, I even learned something new. I had always known the verses when Jesus talks about only going after the lost sheep of the house of Israel, and I had known the verses at the end of Matthew about making disciples of all nations, but I had never really looked at the progression of getting from one to the other, and as I noticed that, I could visualize how Jesus' movement started so small and narrowly focused, yet then opened up to include all people everywhere. </div>
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And that's good news.</div>
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Because we often think of the Bible as a guidebook, we have a tendency to look at it as abstract pieces of information on how to live. And while I do think it teaches us how to live, I don't think it's in the way of a checklist; it's more holistic than that. It's easy to check off memory verses without understanding them or hold up a reference at a sporting event. But I constantly find myself wanting to go deeper than that. For many people, the way I read and study the Bible would probably be considered too boring or difficult, because it doesn't provide automatic answers or advice. But for me, when I do this, I find that the Bible opens up the world of faith to me in ways I don't experience any other way. It forces me to look at big pictures and challenge any suppositions I unknowingly have. It causes me to think, to question, to wrestle. Most of all, though that, it causes me to focus on God more than if I pluck out a verse. </div>
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I think the Bible is beautiful, and am thankful for the conversations it fosters and the way those conversations make me look harder and dig deeper. </div>
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Reading so much scripture has been great; it's made me wonder and it's made me question. It's made me think of connections--and disconnections--between what I am reading and in other books I am reading (Galatians, <i><a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0802844456/ref=as_li_qf_sp_asin_il_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=0802844456&linkCode=as2&tag=renewingyou01-20&linkId=JXWG4HIJVHNPXYUL">What St. Paul Really Said</a>)</i>. I see themes that tie together and themes that contradict each other.</div>
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Finally starting to say no to doing classes and "Bible" studies out of obligation & will spend the time doing things that bring me life.<br />
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<span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">This was referring to the fact that I haven't signed up for one class at church. Not Sunday morning, Sunday evening, or Wednesday evening. There are some great options that are being offered. They just aren't for me at this time. I </span><i style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">miss</i><span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"> reading and studying my Bible and I'm planning to take more time to actually do that. </span></div>
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I have spent far too long going to various groups or activities because I feel obligated to do so: to meet people, to have a social outlet, to spend time with other adults. But I often still find that something is lacking. It's like I'm attending a salad luncheon when all I want is a steak dinner.</div>
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Then I read <a href="http://qideas.org/articles/biblical-literacy-begins-with-reading/">this article</a> by Ben Irwin on Q Ideas in which he states</div>
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"We buy a lot of Bibles. We just don’t read them. And if we do, it’s usually a verse here or a chapter there. We don’t read; we cherry-pick. And cherry-picking is a guaranteed path to a miserable reading experience."</blockquote>
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That's exactly what we do. We read a verse here and there, or have a topic and find all the verses that we think go along with that topic, and we ignore whole chapters and books and context. We want to skip right to application. I'm so tired of doing that. I'm tired of reading, say Galatians 1:3-5 </div>
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Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ, who gave himself for our sins to set us free from the present evil age, according to the will of our God and Father, to whom be the glory forever and ever. Amen.</blockquote>
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and skipping over it, or just thinking, oh, ok, Jesus died for our sins. What's next? </div>
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Why, when we read the Bible, do we tend to not ask questions? Such as:</div>
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Those are <i>six</i> questions about one small part of these verses that we usually skip over, if we even read them at all, because usually we'd rather just get on to an inspirational verse that we can memorize to pull out when we're feeling down (or a verse for when we want to prooftext something). </div>
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I think part of the problem is that we see the Bible as our self-help guide and we're looking for 3 steps to stop worrying or 5 ways to grow faith or 7 ways to parent Biblically. But the Bible is so much more than that, and treating it as a self-help book can detract from what we can experience if we actually were to read it for the benefit of reading it and what we can learn and how we can grow through that <i>process</i>, and not just for a quick few steps about how to do something. </div>
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How do <i>you</i> read the Bible? </div>
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I don't normally review cookbooks--this isn't a food blog, after all. But when I was perusing the books offered, I was drawn to this one for a few reasons: 1) I have Irish ancestry 2) I have absolutely no knowledge of Irish food 3) the novel I am writing has characters with Irish ancestry and I thought it would be a good resource.</div>
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The book itself is beautiful. It is hardcover, with many photographs of the dishes made from the recipes. It is not a book for a beginning cook and there are often ingredients and supplies which are not going to be easy to get (though the authors are upfront about this and give a list of resources in the back). Ironically, one ingredient they acknowledge that will be difficult to procure is pig's blood, for Black Pudding (page 22). Since I live in a rural area with lots of farms, including pigs, I'd probably not have much of a problem getting this ingredient--but I don't want to!</div>
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After reading through most of the book, I admit I'm still a bit puzzled as to what exactly constitutes Irish food, because many of the recipes are not specifically Irish. Each recipe, though, is preceded by a short memory the author has of it, and I think that is what makes the book stand above a regular cook book. The reader is able to imagine sitting around "The Irish Table" and experiencing what the author remembers along with the food itself. I think this is an important part of a meal. It's not just about the food we eat, but the connections and memories we make with people as we are eating.</div>
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The one recipe that I tried so far, Auntie Ann's Pavlova (page 220), was <i>wonderful</i>. While mine didn't get as puffy as the one in the picture in the book (the above photo is mine), it was still very easy to make and very delicious to eat. I'll definitely be trying more recipes from the book.<br />
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I'm joining the <a href="http://edcyzewski.com/2014/08/18/what-saved-my-faith-a-synchroblog-about-christian-survival/">synchroblog</a> for the release of <i>A Christian Survival Guide: A Lifeline to Faith and Growth</i></div>
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I enjoy writing about doubt and faith, because so many people struggle with it yet feel so alone, because somehow, they've been taught that if they doubt, then they don't have enough faith and are not good enough. We so easily dismiss the Pharisees as so works-oriented that they just didn't understand Jesus, but fail to recognize when we then judge each other based on how much and what kind of faith we have. </div>
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My biggest doubts have come from reading the Bible itself. Yes, you read that correctly. It is the inspired word of God that has caused me to doubt. The first time I really remember it happening was when I<a href="http://www.kellyjyoungblood.com/2012/04/is-your-kid-leaving-church.html"> read Hosea 11:1 in context</a> instead of in Matthew's interpretation of it. </div>
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Or when I learned that in Ezekiel 42-45, there are measurements for a third temple that Revelation 21:22 tells us will not exist. </div>
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Or when I learned that the Jewish understanding of the requirements for what the Messiah will do are very, very different from the Christian understanding.</div>
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Or when I learned that there were <a href="http://www.kellyjyoungblood.com/2012/05/what-i-learned-from-orthodox-jews.html">people who had left Christianity</a> and that there were a lot of other interpretations of Scripture out there.</div>
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While the timing of past events has become very fuzzy to me, there is one moment I do remember, although I do not remember when or where it occurred. I was at a point where I thought I would have to make a decision to give it all up. Faith, church, Jesus. And as I contemplated what to do, I realized it could go either way. I didn't know anymore who Jesus was or what he was supposed to mean to me. It was as if I was facing two paths to walk down, and I had to choose one.</div>
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The only thing that was certain was that I somehow knew, if I did walk away, I would be missing something important in my life. </div>
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So I guess you could say Jesus saved my faith. It really was nothing that I or anyone else did at all--I wouldn't even say I had faith as large as a mustard seed at that point. </div>
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For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. </div>
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<b>Nor anything else in all creation</b>. That includes doubt and fear. And so, if you are in that place of doubt, no matter if anyone tries to tell you different, know that even if you are doubting Jesus, he still loves you, and is waiting patiently.</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10802930103300388945noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23060911.post-66070624549322563042014-08-17T12:29:00.003-05:002014-08-17T12:37:12.307-05:00One Body One Hope Helps with Ebola Outbreak in Liberia<span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">The church I go to partners with the non-profit organization <a href="http://www.onebodyonehope.org/">One Body One Hope</a>. </span><span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;"> This morning we received copies of a letter that Pastor Emmanual Bimba from Abide in the Vine Church sent to the president of the organization. He writes:</span><br />
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The government of Liberia...came out with some preventive measures...consistent washing of hand with chlorine and regular uses of hand sanitizer...These things are very costly for our people and the government is only supplying these things to hospitals and government entities. Individual are to purchase them by themselves. We as a church have tried our best for the past two weeks but we do not have enough funding to continue...the government declared the state of emergencies; there by restricting all movement within the country. This has added another trouble to both the people upcountry and those in the city. <b>As we speak, people are going without food. With this, we expect more death</b>."</blockquote>
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If you would like to help with the situation in Liberia but weren't sure how, please consider <a href="http://www.onebodyonehope.org/spend-yourself/donate.cfm">donating to One Body One Hope</a>, and help provide money for food, chlorine, and hand sanitizer. Please designate that it is for Abide in the Vine.</div>
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In July, I visited the <a href="http://www.kellyjyoungblood.com/2014/07/labyrinth-of-dancing-christ.html"><i>Labyrinth</i> <i>of the Dancing Christ</i></a> and often find myself wanting to return. Unfortunately, it's 1,000 miles away and I can't just go back. It's easy to stay in that mindset though, of wanting to go back to a certain place in time when we believe everything was better (regardless of whether or not it was). The Israelites faced that when they were wandering in the desert. In Numbers 14: 3-4, they are questioning following where God is leading them and wonder if it would be better to return to Egypt, where they were slaves. What they <i>had known</i> was better than following God into the <i>unknown</i>. </div>
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When I walked the labyrinth, I almost didn't want to step in because I didn't know what lay ahead for me; I wanted to stay where I was comfortable, with what I knew. And now, I find myself wanting to go back to the labyrinth because of the experience there. It's hard to want to look ahead when we can't see very far.</div>
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In the labyrinth, I couldn't see how to get to the center; I just had to take one step after another and I found myself enjoying the journey and not looking behind me. That is what I need to remember on those days when I just want to go back there. That experience of the labyrinth is in the past, and, while I hope there will be another one, I need to focus on the steps I am currently taking. </div>
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I think, though, what we need to remember about specific experiences that we yearn to go back to is not to keep wanting to go back to them, but finding ways to be strengthened from the past and be able to look ahead to the future with hope. During this project, one song continuously comes to mind: "<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZlgUUeQh0CQ">Desert Song</a>" by Hillsong. </div>
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And so as I continue reading the various portions of scripture each week that come from both the Jewish cycle of reading and the Christian lectionary, I look for even the tiniest parts that bring hope when the scripture is difficult and complicated.</div>
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There is a trend in modern society, no more than a trend...a religion, an idolatry that elevates scripture above Jesus. <span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">This 'bibliolatry', if you will, is rooted in a modern mindset that values reductionism over mystery. A reading of the Bible over Jesus.</span>
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<span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">This is a topic that I have talked and written about before:</span></div>
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<a href="http://www.kellyjyoungblood.com/2009/10/but-i-learned-it-in-sunday-school-part.html">But I Learned it in Sunday School Part I</a></div>
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It is comforting to want to believe that the Bible has all the answers for us and is directed to each of us individually. For example, I love when Jeremiah says "For surely I know the plans I have for you, says the LORD, plans for your welfare and not for harm, to give you a future with hope." (Jeremiah 29:11). We all also want to be assured that our lives have had meaning since before we were born, as God says to Jeremiah in the very beginning: "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you" (1:5). But we never finish that verse when we apply it to each human being, because it says "I appointed you a prophet to the nations," and if we take Paul seriously, not all of us are prophets (1 Corinthians 12:29). I want to know that God knows my future, that God has plans for me that are for my good and bring me a hopeful future. And even if that is completely 100% true, <i>those verses aren't directed to me as an individual living in the United States of America in 2014. </i></div>
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The words of Jeremiah are "reflective of and responsive to the historical crisis of the last days of Judah, culminating in the destruction of Jerusalem and the temple in 587 B.C.E. This crisis is the dominant and shaping event of the entire OT." (Brueggemann, Walter. <i>A Commentary on Jeremiah: Exile & Homecoming</i>, page 1).</div>
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<b>To think that they are directed to each of us individually does a disservice to God. When we think the Bible is directed to us, we make it about us, and we take the focus off of the Father who inspired it, the Son it points to, and the Spirit who guides us through it.</b> </div>
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There is nothing wrong with taking comfort in various verses in the Bible. There is nothing wrong with believing what we read there. <b>But when we stay at a superficial level we are in danger of having a superficial faith that cannot handle any discrepancies that are thrown our way.</b> And, yes, there are discrepancies. I think our fear of being wrong about our faith, whether or not we even realize we are afraid, drives us to want the Bible to be perfect and give us all the answers. Relying on a written text as if it is a car instruction manual is far easier than following Jesus in faith. We look at the Pharisees in the Bible and castigate them for relying on "works" to please God, but then we turn around and rely on our belief about the Bible as what marks one with true faith and belonging. </div>
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In Paul's letter to the Galatians, he explains to them that as Gentiles, they do not need to adopt Jewish practices in order to belong to Jesus. Their faith is enough: "yet we know that a person is justified not by the works of the law but through faith in Jesus Christ." (Galatians 2:16)</div>
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If we want to <i>apply</i> this to our lives today, as we are so fond of doing with the Bible, we might want to change it a little. If Paul was writing on this topic today, he might say: "yet we know that a person is justified not by what one believes about the Bible, but through faith in Jesus Christ."</div>
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Our desire to put the Bible as the focus of our lives instead of our faith in Jesus as the focus of our lives has perhaps had the unintended consequence of enslaving us instead of freeing us--and can cause us to have grave doubts, <a href="http://www.kellyjyoungblood.com/2012/04/is-your-kid-leaving-church.html">as happened to me in the past</a>. Paul writes further in Galatians that "For freedom Christ has set us free. Stand firm, therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery" (5:1). Then, he wrote that "For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision counts for anything; the only thing that counts is faith working through love" (Galatians 5:6) and "the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control." (Galatians 5:22 - 23) and "If we live by the Spirit, let us also be guided by the Spirit." (Galatians 5:26).</div>
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It comes down to how we read the Bible. Do we read it as a rote instruction manual, a list what to do and what to not do so our lives are robotically perfect? Or do we read it as the story of how God works in our world, the story of how God loves us, the story of how God redeems us and is making all things new? If we are reading the Bible and the fruits of the Spirit are not present in our lives, then we are reading it wrong--no matter what we believe about it or how good our intentions are. </div>
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It brought me a little comfort though, that even Abraham, this person that God chose to start a great nation, had setbacks. The journey wasn't easy or clear. I don't know if he expected it to be or not, but I know that I tend to expect it to be pretty clear. I didn't expect to spend this much time being only a stay-at-home-mom, and I didn't expect that part-time job to disappear just when I thought it was the exact right opportunity for me. <br />
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We always talk about the church being a community and that people are not supposed to do life alone, so I'm asking for your help and feedback. I'm not sure what type of job combines those interests and abilities, but if I don't put it out there, I will never know. So, please, if you have thoughts, advice, know of something that seems like it would fit me, let me know. And we'll see where the next journey leads. </div>
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That's the part I tend to struggle with the most. Most, if not all, women's events I have ever attended I have not really enjoyed. This is probably along the same lines as the reason I rarely enjoy Sunday School or small group type stuff anymore--they just don't have the depth that I am interested in or need. Last summer, I didn't attend the women's study. I wanted some time alone to write and I am glad I did that. This year, I did attend it, with a little trepidation. Last year's study was one that I read afterwards, and I thought the book that was used was badly written/edited and could actually be very concerning if it was followed the way it was written. I sent an email to the leader of the study and expressed my concerns, she wrote back, I wrote back again. It was a cordial conversation but we obviously disagreed and I wasn't too sure I would be welcomed back again this year.</div>
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And more than being welcomed, it turns out that people appreciated my being there. On our last day of the study, we wrote some affirmations for each of the women in the group, and when I got mine back, I was surprised to read some of them because it's not really how I see myself (which should be good evidence that our perceptions of ourselves can get really skewed):</div>
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This surprised me because of my comments when we were talking about self-worth. When the question about what we often base worth on, I said that we often base a person's worth on his or her gender, and I also commented later that we put certain people or "levels" of faith as we perceive them up on pedestals. The other bold/honest comment I made was that we idolize marriage and motherhood and too often women are discouraged from being and doing anything else and are taught that is all they are made to do, and their passions for anything else are snuffed out. I didn't think that would go over well at all but it seemed as if there was some agreement in the room, and when I got my affirmation sheet back and saw the comments, I realized that maybe, people have similar thoughts and are too afraid to voice them--I know that I have been afraid in the past, and even was a little fearful to do so this week.</div>
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What I learned is that I need to do it more often (and so I did--and wrote an entire page on the back of the evaluation sheet with some concerns I had about one particular event during the week). There are too many people out there who feel as if they are the only one thinking something. I know, because I often feel this way. It never occurred to me that I need to be the one to take that first step and help others see that they are not alone. This will be an adjustment for me; it is stepping out of my comfort zone. But in a way, it ties back into my theme for the year of "Alive". If I am only living in the safe and predictable areas, then am I truly living? I don't think so. </div>
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In Deuteronomy 31, Moses is telling the people that they are going to cross into the Promised Land...but without him. He encourages them to "Be strong and bold; have no fear or dread of them, because it is the LORD your God who goes with you; he will not fail you or forsake you" (Deuteronomy 31:6). Too often, I have lived in fear of being bold. It is not really my nature to be that way and who knows what the reasons are for it; I'm sure there are many. But I'm going to try to remember this verse when I want to speak up about something and feel myself pulling back from doing so because I'm afraid of the reaction of others or what they will think about me. Being bold must, of course, be tempered with wisdom and caution too; it's not just recklessly saying or doing something because I feel like it. It would seem that this is the next part of the journey of faith that God has me on, and if so, I can only trust that He'll guide me through it.</div>
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When my husband and I arrived, there was nobody around. It almost felt as though we were trespassing even though the place was open at the time. It was still, peaceful, relaxing, quiet, yet with sounds of rooster and other birds nearby. I felt uneasy; I was expecting to talk to an employee and have him or her give me a brochure or tell me exactly what I was supposed to do in the labyrinth. I didn't want to do it wrong. But there was no human being for guidance. We discussed who would go first and I asked my husband if he wanted to go first and he said no, you can if you want. With trepidation, I stepped into the labyrinth. The first few steps I worried: was I walking too fast or too slow? Was I thinking the right thoughts? Was I supposed to be praying something specific? As I walked, I calmed down some and decided to just have the experience of doing it, whatever that experience would bring.</div>
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I had known the labyrinth was circular, and had assumed it would be more of a spiral than the way it actually meandered back and forth. Sometimes, although I was headed in the direction of the center, I was actually further away along the radius. I would then get closer, and further away--like a dance. </div>
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Too often, we think of faith or our relationship with God as linear. We think of our life path as linear and Jesus as the way of keeping us on the straight and narrow correct path directly to God or Heaven. </div>
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If we imagine ourselves in the labyrinth, all journeying together in this faith in Jesus, we are not all in the same exact location, even though we are heading in the same direction. Sometimes we may appear further away than we are, sometimes we draw closer and then further away. We can look around the labyrinth and see others on the journey with us, but cannot pinpoint their exact location from God. </div>
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It would do us well to remember this every time we have a disagreement with others in how faith is practiced by each person or group of people. </div>
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We need to remember that God is our guidance. Just as there was no human to direct me into and around the labyrinth and I had to take that first step in faith, so we should remember that it is God that guides our faith walk too. We rely too heavily on other humans: pastors, authors, bloggers, to show us <i>their</i> way of believing and acting instead of actually trusting God to guide us each on our own personal journeys. We travel both individually and together, walking, dancing, in the labyrinth of faith. </div>
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<span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">I've had two different conversations lately about dance in church services: is it worship or performance? It reminded me of a time when a friend told me "that's not worship" when she was upset about the song choices for our newly begun "contemporary" service. While I agree the song choices were poor (they were about 20 years out of date and definitely weren't going to attract anyone looking for something "relevant"), I don't think it is necessarily accurate to say they weren't </span><i style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">worship</i><span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">. For some people, they might have been. For her, they just were not the right type of songs/music. For her, worship was only about the type of music.</span></div>
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It seems to be common in churches to equate worship and music. I'm going to make a guess here and propose that the reason we associate "worship" primarily with an event on Sunday morning and with singing is due to Psalm 100:2, which says "Worship the LORD with gladness; come into his presence with singing". Most church services begin with music and we sing a few songs throughout the service.
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What happens though, if a person doesn't really relate through music, or even relate to any of the other activities that can happen in a church service (either regularly on Sunday or on a special holiday): dance, congregational singing, praise band singing, choir singing, soloist singing, instrumental music, Cantatas, Christmas pageants, skits, videos, Christian seder meals, Living Last Supper, Tenebrae, sermon, responsive readings, prayer (add your own ideas in the comments; I am sure I have missed a lot). I went to a Pentecostal church one time where grown men were sprinting around the room. Another aspect of worship services is corporate prayer. What this usually consists of is one person praying on behalf of everyone in the room whose heads are bowed and eyes are closed. Honestly, this does not feel like prayer to me. It is not my thoughts or my words; it is the thoughts and words of the person praying. It is not my prayer.</div>
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In a church service, there really is very little an individual sitting in the congregation can do. Everything is planned out for each person: the songs sung, the prayers prayed, the sermon to be listened to. Sure, someone can raise his or her hands during a song, but I've never seen anyone start dancing. And while we have people who automatically raise their hands when the line in the song says to, I have never seen anyone fall to their knees during <i>that</i> line. Worship services are, like dance, choreographed. We like order and control; the freedom to react differently than expected is really not there. </div>
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Because of my love for ballet, sometimes, as we are singing, I am choreographing in my head what it might look like to dance to a song. I've danced in church once, a couple of Christmases ago, and a local dance studio has a program that they perform in area churches around Easter. </div>
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It would seem, then, that worship has something to do with personal preference and type of participation--whether or not one is an active or passive participant. If I am participating by dancing in a ballet, it can be an act of worship. I am actively participating in it and know what I want to express. For the person watching, it may not be worship at all, because the person is passively sitting there and not directly participating--and may not even be paying attention at all. I think it is the same with praise bands, choirs, soloists, orchestras, etc. For those who play the instrument or sing the song, it can be an act of worship. But for the one watching who may not be able to participate, it may not be worship. And, often, in some churches, the music is so loud that the voices of the congregation are unheard, and it would be hard to tell if they were singing or not. And what of the person who has a voice problem and cannot sing or even speak?</div>
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<span style="color: #010101;"><sup>23</sup></span> <span style="color: #010101;">But the hour is coming, and is now here, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for the Father seeks such as these to worship him. </span> <span style="color: #010101;"><sup>24</sup></span> <span style="color: #010101;">God is spirit, and those who worship him must worship in spirit and truth."</span> <span style="color: #010101;">John 4:23-24 </span><span style="color: #010101;"> </span></div>
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<span style="color: #010101;">Worship in spirit and in truth. It's really quite broad, isn't it? Jesus doesn't give us an order of worship, a time to worship, a location in which to worship. He simply says that people will worship in spirit and in truth. There is much freedom in that statement and it is not a one-size fits all <b>prescription </b>for how to do worship. It's a <b>description.</b></span></div>
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I'd been intrigued by Elizabeth Esther's book after following her on Twitter for some time and reading her blog. I was a little concerned that I was interested in it in a voyeuristic kind of way, though, because her experience in fundamentalism is nothing I have ever experienced nor do I (think I) know anyone personally who has experienced this. </div>
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In <i>Girl at the End of the World</i>, Esther writes about growing up in a spiritually abusive cult, <i>The Assembly,</i> started by her grandfather, in which she was trained to be prepared for the end of the world. She writes of abusive beatings, being afraid of the Rapture, the courtship process, attending public school for the first time, and growing up in a patriarchal environment in which men have control over their wives and daughters. </div>
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Esther shows how control and abuse can be pervasive even in--or especially?--environments in which one does not expect it. For those in this type of environment, this book may feel like an encouragement to get help and leave, a message that the person is not alone. For those who are not in this type of environment, it is a way to open one's eyes to the realities of abuse that exist where we do not want them to. </div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10802930103300388945noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23060911.post-30640783747450364612014-05-16T16:10:00.002-05:002014-05-16T16:10:58.771-05:00Finding Life in Sadness and Disappointment<span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">My <a href="http://www.kellyjyoungblood.com/search/label/%23ComeAliveSeries#.U3Z-RfldV9k">#ComeAliveSeries</a> has been pretty quiet lately, for a few reasons. One of them is that about two months ago I applied for a part-time job and I really, really was excited about it. It was a great fit for me and I kept thinking up all kinds of idea to put in place once I got it. I kept envisioning how I'd announce it here as part of this series, as something that had happened in my life to help me continue to feel alive because I was using my gifts and listening to God's call. </span><br />
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And then, in the last few days, as I awaited hearing from Human Resources, I envisioned something else. What if I had to write "<i style="font-weight: bold;">I didn't get the job</i>"? After I'd initially applied and was waiting to hear about an interview, someone close to me asked me how I'd feel if I didn't get the job. "Devastated," I replied. But in the last few days, that feeling of devastation slipped away, and I felt a peace about me that I was ok with whatever happened.
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I have learned the lesson that being at peace with something doesn't necessarily take away disappointment or sadness.<br />
— Kelly J Youngblood (@kjpyoungblood) <a href="https://twitter.com/kjpyoungblood/statuses/467323322040979456">May 16, 2014</a></blockquote>
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The emotions have come and gone throughout the day, but I am still struck by what seems to be the dis-congruity of feeling that. It seems odd, doesn't it? You'd think that being sad and disappointed would mean not feeling ok with what happened. I've even tried to make myself get angry about it a couple of times, but I can't. I did find out who got the job, and think she is a great choice and I can understand the difficult decision that the hiring committee faced.</div>
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And so I am left wondering how it fits into my theme of "Alive" for the year. While yes, I would've felt more alive in a job I would enjoy, I also know that being alive comes in many ways, and maybe I was counting too much on a job helping me to feel that way. I don't know. But what I do know is that life doesn't always go the way we hope, and we can wallow in the sadness or we can be positive and look ahead to future possibilities--even if they are unknown. </div>
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I've also written a bit this year about the first few verses of Genesis. The one that is coming to mind now is verse 2. There are different ways of translating it, but the way it has been in my head has been from the NIV:</div>
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<i>Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.</i></div>
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There was no light yet, but the Spirit of God was there, hovering, waiting in the darkness. In those times in our lives when it seems dark, God is still there, whether we recognize it or not.</div>
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